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I never promised you a ray of light
i never promised thereapos;d be be sunshine everyday
i gave everything i had
the good the bad
why do you put me on a pedestal?
iapos;m so up high that i canapos;t see the ground below
so help me down youapos;ve got it wrong
i donapos;t belong there

the biggest cliche in the book but: itapos;s wierd how you can be surrounded by so many people, yet still feel completely alone. I guess in this case it isnapos;t even so many people. More like two. Well there are more than that. But itapos;s mainly just two. Itapos;s kind of like being best friends with someone, who barely knows you actually exist. Okay so thatapos;s majorly exaggerated. But sometimes thatapos;s exactly how it feels. Before, i guess at least i had one person who i knew would be there for me no�matter what, well i thought i did. You think you know someone ...

i hate how i canapos;t NOT be friends with them, but at the same time, not hate, but donapos;t like spending any time with them what so ever. Itapos;s a vicious circle. I feel so trapped with them but also like iapos;m not there at all. Like they wouldnapos;t care WHAT happened but get annoyed at me if i left. God itapos;s stupid. Theyapos;re stupid issues which wonapos;t get out of my mind. I hate all of this SO MUCH but i canapos;t stop it. Every tiny little thing is over though and over though until it becomes real. All of it jumbled up into a fake world of reality and nightmares. I just want to scream. To just drive and drive until i get to nowhere. And just scream until my lungs give out. Just forget for a minute about everything, everyone, every decision, every thought. To just feel nothing, to just be me. And only me. On my own. Surrounded by a world that doesnapos;t exist just for that moment.

enough for tonight
too much moaning is bad for you
(L)

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